made me realize how much of a sweetheart you are. I'm not sure if you do that to every girl, but I know you hate it when I sit far away from you. It was sweet how you reached over to hold my hand, even though I would try to let go. Honestly, I really didn't want to. I just wanted to see if you were willing to tug back. When your parents left, you laid on my lap. Can I say total bliss? Haha. Despite me saying otherwise, I enjoyed it - probably as much as you did. And in that time frame of about an hour when your little brother left, you grabbed my arm and wrapped it around you. Believe it or not, yes I wanted to hold you there, but I still want to know your intentions toward me, so I couldn't let you know that I'm in this deep. Coincidentally, your TV lost it's signal and we were on your couch in complete darkness. You asked me if I wanted to kiss you. And boy, believe me, I did. Stupid me decided to go and kid with the subject, which made you think I didn't want to. I asked you the same, and you told me, "I do want to kiss you right now," my heart fluttered. We went on joking about the subject, but we never did anything. Your parents came home right when we were sitting in the dark. It was awkward. You played it off cool and sat up, but damn. My reputation is new ruined. It's cool. You're worth it.
Then again, you're also worth the heartbreak.
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