SIGH

So yeah, you were on today and as usual I sat and stared at the "online now". Was it something I did wrong to make you run & hide? I know that you and I are not supposed to work out and shit like that and I don't even want us to like, be a thing, but I wouldn't even mind it at all if you know, you just TALKED TO ME. Telling me "what's up" and crap. But no, not a single word from you. A simple "hello" would be able to brighten my day also, but it's like you would ever do that would you? I fear a lot of things are going wrong and they are. How did they even go wrong though? We started out on the right foot but started going down the wrong path. So tell me, are we even friends? Or are we gonna keep playing the cat & mouse game? Cause I'm down for it. There's so much I'd like to say to you every time I see you, but I can't, and it somewhat pains me to just try and pass by without even glancing at you cause I know you don't even care. Don't stop me in trying to get whatever I want. I will fight my way to get into your heart. You just watch.

Suddenly, I feel that anger that rushing inside me. It's somehow destroying my joy.

but anyway, JUST SMILE.

Sincerely,
Diane Ho